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The coin fell and rolled away
Soon got back and hit my leg
I picked it up and started counting out,
it’s all there i started running to the drugstore

Finally I’m there where
I‘m going to buy the missing part,
The drug that‘ll save my mind

The employee said to me
cash, check or credit card?
Come on man, this is all I’ve got,
It’s all there I count it out
on my way back down here

Got it in his hands and,
(I’m going to buy it-going to buy it)
I said I need the missing part
The drug that’ll save my mind,
(I’m going to buy it-going to buy it)
That restrains the urge to hurt your self
He said there’s no such thing  and,
(I’m going to buy it-going to buy it)
Pointed me the way out

We all deserve what
All deserve what
God has offered
God has offered us

Skip the part; salvation
I’m going to say that again
I’ll get lost forever…
So Plug me out
Plug me out

Don’t want to be saved

INFATUATION

you my deep obsession
you my late infection
you're lifting the veil now
your spicy manners are

lying
growing fast inside of me
inside
you fake you're sad you're killing me

you...where do i fit in?
an infatuation
you're lifting the veil now
your spicy manners are

lying
growing fast inside of me
inside
you fake you're sad you're killing me

you,my
I might be wrong-I may be right
I’d better make it mine

nothing’s going to make you happy
nothing’s going to make you happy

lying
growing fast inside of me
inside
you fake you're sad you're killing me

 

 

 

 

CUT AND REFORM

i'm never sated
with straining every nerve to melt ground away
hey, you remember
i kept my dignity despite alternatives and lies

i cut my fingers so they can be well reformed

i'm never sated
with naming names all day, a scintillating display
hey, i never meant to
i've never meant to burst out talking and laughing and talking , end

i cut my fingers so they can
(I’ll make it right now -right now)
they can be well reformed
(I’ll make it right now -right now)

Jesus Christ what is wrong with me tonight?
Please, please me
I want to make it right
I want to make it right
So..
Please, please me
I want to make it right
Tonight- Tonight

i call upon my self
to adress how we could go along
cos' you ‘ll never seem to fly no more
but is this what you wanted to say ?
a bleak grey September day
you fell negligent

what's this you're fighting for?

now I’m done , make it right, right now

 

GRAVITY MOON STEPS

Come body
I slept deeply in the trench
Now you're repeating what a mute would say

It wasn't like i didn't care
Only as a kid you'd understand
It wasn't like i didn't care at all

Not ready to give up my friend

Come body
My words compliment my  fault
But you kept on repeating what a mute would say

Only a momentary lapse
I’ll give anything to have another shot
It wasn't like i didn't care so much

Not ready to give up my friend

While my whole body smiles
I make a gravity moon step

Only a kid could understand
My body smiles
I'm ready

WE CAN ACT

unplug the phone , the phone and lock all the doors
just try to fit in a bag and hide there inside

this just feels like
i'm drawing in the rain
this, McCarthy is back
we should, we could, we can act

like 1984 but it’s worse
just try to fit in a bag and hide there inside

this just feels like
i'm drawing in the rain
this, McCarthy is back
we should, we could ,we can act

there is another way
for fighting back and rearranging-
you wish you could but
you can’t control..you can’t control me

we run,we slipped we fell but we’ll stand again
we run,we slipped we

we can act

it looked like 1984 but it’s worse…
no hundred square feet to call home
we run.we slipped and then we fell
but we’ll stand up once again

MARRY ME

Happy and safe but not that privileged
Caring so much we tried to kill our germs

Call it mine and it’s yours
We’re nine years old

There are so many places we may stop & see
Be patient be calm and hang on me
Until the break of dawn

We haven’t moved a meter since it’s said
Can’t say no now, can’t say no now
We will keep our heads and sell our hair
Can’t say no now, can’t say no now

Call it mine and it’s yours
We’re nine years old

There are so many places we should stop & see
Be patient be sure and hang on me
Until the break of dawn

Now say goodbye to your bed
(Goodbye my bed)
(To what) everybody appreciates
Now say goodbye to your friends
(Goodbye my friends)
(To what) every body congratulates

There are so many places we must stop & see
Be patient I’ll get us out of here
Until the break of dawn

QUESTION MARK

I’ve been a question mark
I ‘ve walked on seas I ‘ ve  changed bodies
I bought some second – hand  thoughts
And bombed down my bank of hope and choice

This isn’t - this isn’t the time
This isn’t ..

In my beautiful days a little rain must fall and ruin it all

This isn’t this isn’t the time
This isn’t this is not the time
to say i sunk like a stone

I’ve been a question mark
I’ve walked on seas
then I fell and sunk like a stone

WILLIAM KIDD

come on .. come on
you can't hold out little hope to me now
you speculate you speculate once again

i'm whole alone so you can think
that you're living in bliss
i swallowed a small lunar rock
so all can possible

come on .. come on
i can't mind out the falling rocks
i hoped you differed
you speculate you speculate once again

i'm whole alone so you can think
that you're living in bliss
i swallowed a small lunar rock
so all can possible

come on .. come on
come on .. come on
come on .. come on

i'm whole alone so you can think
that you're living in bliss
i swallowed a small lunar rock
so all can possible

come on .. come on
come on .. come on
come on .. come on

 

PEPPER SPRAY

this is what you were always afraid
red banners against pepper spray
little cowards gave birth to the big one
but it's our turn now

i cut away my little guide
i cut away from your little guise

this is what you...

this is what you were always afraid
w.t.o maniacs we've planted freedom underground so soon
it'll bloom, it’s our turn now

i cut away my little guide
i cut away from your little guise

so soon get ready it's our turn now

HYNEK

Head, words spoken
we could never sail
close to wind

you should never 've been betraying
like you've never been told

contraindications
i'm j.a.hynek
i'm stiching bodies
like you' ve never seen before

i may 've never been told
you fool abetor, traitor

strong feelings followed by the emptiest
just like ripples spread and go away

Head , words spoken to me
like you, you fools
spoonfed spoonfeed stagnant,not me
not me
find a vent through it